Stop the Attention

Attention Sign Clipart
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walk here she goes again
walking back and forth--
trying to be on each side;
one is the idol group
the other--to her eyes are the bees nest

but, one has to be chosen
or one is better than the other.
the idol group is just her fantasy:
she feels like an entertainer
or at least the praised and loved one

the bees n' nest roam around
still hanging and making honey in the clan
but it's so different, so vague--
or so digested and full
solo but never in dark hole

after she is done with her fantasy,
back the roaming bees, she acts painless--
no nerves, no feels, no moods

she just kept jumping back and forth,
trying to be on each side at time
one is the idol group for her escape of truth
the other--filled with roaming bees, still making honey,
has worn out from the jumping she has made.